Self Forgiveness - remorse and dread

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in remorse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be experience / accept myself as remorseful towards the world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and experience myself as remorseful towards myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and experience myself as remorseful towards myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and experience and accept myself as regretful towards the world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and experience and accept myself as regretful towards myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret not being willing to assist and support myself within taking self responsibility
to write about my experience of myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into remorse instead of standing and assisting and supporting myself with self forgiveness
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to forgive myself unconditionally
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret not allowing myself to forgive myself unconditionally
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about applying self forgiveness, instead of actually assisting and supporting
myself as Life as who I really am Here, within actually forgiving myself unconditionally, immediately
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hesitate in applying self forgiveness, and within my hesitation, go into my mind and
think about self forgiveness, and think about my experience - instead of breathing, and immediately assisting and supporting myself with and as self forgiveness
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not able to stop experiencing myself as and existing as emotions, thoughts and feelings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear emotional experiences
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give power to emotions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value in emotions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that emotions are 'who I really am' - instead of realizing that who I really am
is constant, stable, eternal - Here - and that emotions are merely an energetic experience that functions and exists as a system - as a systematic experience with a beginning and end --- emotions are not who I really am - it is not me actually experiencing a real experience of myself - it is a system - it is energy - I am not energy - energy is not 'who I really am' -- who I really am is here as breath - who I really am is silence - who I really am is - nothingness - who I really am is stillness - no movement of emotion, feeling, thought, reaction, energy

Who I really am is silence, stillness, stability, constancy, consistency - as breath, here in every moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the lie that I must be, become, experience and accept myself as the mind consciousness system as emotions, thoughts, feelings, reactions as energy

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Dread


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and experience myself as dread
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dread my emotions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dread the patterns as energy that I experience
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the emotions, feelings, thoughts, reactions as energy that arises within me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if and when an emotion as energy comes up within me - that means I must accept myself as that emotion, and that I am defined by and as that emotion - that the emotion is 'who I really am' - instead of realizing and seeing that the emotion is an energetic experience created through programming as information that I have accepted as 'who I am' and 'how I am'

Till Here No Further.

I do not accept or allow myself to define myself as emotions, feelings, thoughts, reactions, energy.

I am not energy.
I am not emotions.
I am not feelings.
I am not reactions.
I am not thoughts.

I am nothingness - I am silence - I am stillness - I am darkness - I am a breath.